Back to the routine...but not a great start

After a weekend filled with company, friends, photography, wine and food, it's time to get back to a routine of working out. It's been 5 days. I HAVE to get to the gym today. Planned on going this morning. But here I still sit because now it's too late to go before I go volunteer at the ADA office.

I really want a nap.

I really need to go work out.

I HAVE to go after the ADA today.

But I really want a nap.

Musing

Ok, so when I started this, I actually intended to use it. Didn't really happen. However, now I need to get serious, and I have...sort of. I'm diabetic. Understanding that and actually dealing with it appropriately are apparently 2 different things. I have no problem dealing with it. I do seem to have a problem controlling my food appropriately. Big surprise. I've done better for sure. I am down 13lbs. I am going to the gym 2-3 times/week. My A1c is down from 9 to 7. All positive moves.

So maybe if I start using this thing more than once very couple of years, I will start making myself accountable for my actions, and maybe it will help me lose some more weight.